oNe day wE stepPed ouT

February 3, 2014
One day we stepped out, away from the hiding place. We had decided to breathe some fresh air, and after all that - all the stories we told one another about the monsters lurking outside, the air dirtied by belching industry, and our hearts clenching at the thought, our stomachs tightening - after all that, it was easy. Cool air calmed our bristling brains. No monsters. Not even any sloppy, bursting industry. No structural imprisonment - no baffling schemes to denude us. We were just simply, calmly, undeniably free.

And we laughed heartily about the years spent huddling around little cold machines that promised everything but gave nothing. We laughed and we feasted. We looked at one another for what seemed the first time. Same eyes same mouth same body same everything, but somehow - (we were infused with merriment) was it the depth of colour? The grace of the lines? The whole flexibility of the thing? - we saw something new. No more bitter, petty dramas about whose ice cream cone was bigger or more delicious, no more fisticuffs over who got to sit in which old smelly chair, no more whispering behind backs the same old tiresome recycled secrets that we all knew anyway except that we kept pretending they were brand new, the wave of the future! - we had held them over one another's heads like weapons, and traded them under the folds of long coats like tokens of alliance...

Poof! Gone like smoke in a puff of gentle wind. Bye-bye - we don't need you anymore!
 

toroNto liCe

April 13, 2009
lice caught me one night right in the middle of shaking the can to get more paint but i think it was out anyway
they came around the corner silently... i think somebody called them, since i had been walking around stupidly with the can and the stencil just hanging in my hands for anyone to see...
and then they were all over me, ready to chase over fences through backyards and doberman's jaws
but i didn't bother with that
just told them robin had jumped in the ocean and didn't come back, that i wa...

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big guy with a tiny

April 12, 2009
dog, no no!

i used to sing that to the preschoolers in Bangkok. They loved it, though I think they were probably responding to my crazy faces more than anything else. they didn't really understand the words after all. 

big guy with a tiny dog, no no!

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mycelium runNing

March 15, 2009

This is a very interesting book regarding the current state of mushroom research.
It seems that mycellium can selectively absorb huge amounts of heavy metals, including radioactive cesium!
More research is necessary, of course, but the current findings are incredible... 
check it out!

[look it up on google books: mycelium running]


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walk in central park

March 14, 2009
Burnaby....
i went for a walk in burnaby central park yesterday... lovely big old trees and periodic stations for doing squats and other strengthening moves... the bars housed inside frames and just sitting out in the weather transformed by elements
once they were shiny and new

the squirrels there approached me, rather than running away, expecting food, i guess
discarded empty husks of peanuts could still be seen, not yet buried or reclaimed by the mushrooms
evidence of recent feedings
I pass a sig...

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sliM

March 12, 2009
Yellow light is coming out of his head 
fighting snakes
spit venom
he's holding a hockey stick and slapping pucks through window panes
but it's just an old barn
we're planning to tear it down next week anyway, and take the big old beams for our living room
it's the trend these days
we'll impress our visitors, maybe even get into a magazine
but slim, there, wearing his goalie's mask and  slapping those pucks
we'll have to lock him up in the cellar again

he's always telling guests to “fuck off!” an...

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hunGry

February 8, 2009
are you hungry today?

the stomach makes noise and she notices, looking over in the bed, and suddenly we're both wondering how we got there, not yet willing to admit the previous night's cliche of drinking, mindless talk always swerving towards sexual topics, and then the drunken sex that neither remembers. ["was it any good? shall we try again, perhaps with the aid of another famous aphrodisiac: coffee?"] 

"when you kiss a guy, do you prefer a clean-shaven face, or a bit stubbly?" a question w...

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coRal's sKeleton

January 20, 2009

the long road rises up the mountain out of the clouds
but down here it's foggy
we can barely see our own noses

burning gas and coral's skeleton
going down - what floor sir?

we'll eat cockroaches
every day will be an episode of fear factor
every meal more disgusting than the last
but we'll invent new ways to cook the roaches
mix them with hemp seeds and grind them up into patties and serve them at the heart attack grill


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Pass the sPoon

January 18, 2009
we don't know yet where we're going yet because it's all just blurry yet get on a jet and fly around look for the lost ones flinging arms into space to see if anybody touches them fingers splayed without finesse and eyes tightly clenched but we open them and then focus real tight
on a tin can
empty
that once held pieces of tuna flesh
not dolphin, for sure, no dolphin
said so right on the package

a bucket of margarine with a spoon over there
my friend says pass the spoon i'm hungry
he eats it pure
th...
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